School's been pretty messy the past week, I must say. Tests &SPAs were so aplenty, mugging my ass off was such a chore please. OCIP Selection Camp dryrun yesterday was so much fun. Yingjing &I were being such Big Laughing Mamas I tell you, we were totally on a laughing spree with Jiayi &Yuzhen &other nut heads please hahaha.

Anyway guess what, I totally slipped down the stairs &landed on my poor pretty back on Friday &it was ohmygoodnessly painful. Yingjing just looked at me helplessly cos it hurt too much to stand up &there was nothing she could do. Plus getting polo balls smacked into my face &elbow during training after that was so @#$ I swear I wanted so much to cover my face &just jump into the longkang &drift away.

Roar, &you know,
I still cry sometimes when I think of him.
It just hurts so badly,
&I do hate myself for being so pathetic.