Considering the amount of food I've been stuffing myself with ever since the we-must-stay-up-till-the-dawn-breaks-when-we-study syndrome sank in, it seriously justifies no means or ends. I'm just getting fat and that's that. No matter what anyone says, I know I'm putting on massive lard load. So be kind and just tell me in my face that I've grown biggeeeer, I need the hard fact :(

Okay, time to hit the gym soon.

On another note, exams end on Thursday and we'll be heading down to Sydney on Friday morning! Vroomvroom Sydney, here we come :) I wonder how Cindy and I are gonna survive the trip there, seriously. Partying the night before's just gonna make us seriously car ill. We've made plans to take a window each and we hang our heads in preparation for mega Puke Fest while Kenneth drives. Good Lord.

And, Finance paper today was okaaaay, considering the fact that I only mugged one day for it cos I remembered the wrong examination date zzz, claps to me. Math1115 tomorrow, the tough job. I'll need more luck than I've ever considered myself getting. ZAC ZAC ZAC time to sleep gooooodnight fellows.

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YJ's going back to Singapore on Thursday, I'm gonna miss her. Actually fuck it, I already do. Why can't I go back zzz. Hope you have loads of fun being back there honey, give me a number that I can contact you with, I'll still need you wherever you go. Let's chiong school in the mean time! Loveyousistarsistar

I miss my parents fucking a lot. Truth to be told, I was never really close to my parents through my teens, not until when I had too much time to waste after A's that I actually took the effort to spend mornings having breakfast with them even if it meant that I was to get out of bed at 7. But I know they'd never given up on me even through all the disappointments that I made them go through. Inside me though, I've always loved them more than anything else. I do everything to my utmost best cos I want to make them feel proud to have a child like me. Everything that I do and have done, I do it for them. They give up so much for me and my brother, that I must repay them. All my life I've screamed and shouted in their faces, never understanding what they were going through in life. Behind all that strong facade, I know they're weak within too. We all are. I really miss the two oldies fucking a lot.

The Bitch's going back today :(

On a side note, I read some random xxx's blog where the couple called each other Fatty. That name resonated in my mind for a while, but I felt no tinge of anything. Just plain empty feelings.

:) Seems like I can finally move on.

We are two sick (like coughcoughcough sick, not anything else thanks) bitches.

zzz

The chinese songs are on shuffle and they sound too good when I'm studying :) NYJ's over for the weekend, which only makes me the happiest (and fattest) girl in town. We haven't stopped eating ever since she's been here fingers up I swear. Maggiemee fried rice maggiemee maggiemee ohemgeeeeeeee LOAD THE FATS TTMzxzzxz someone give me free lipo please, I really need desperately thankxxxx

I think I'm troubled, somehow. How? Just fuck it.

Tell me I'm tired, tell me I need to rest, tell me I cant have the whole world.

Cause feeling pain's a hard way to know you're still alive.

So smart, I like :)

2 canberra people?
Give me my prize for guessing who's the second one.

Seriouslyyyy

Hello nutheads,
it's
like
bloody
hell
645
EH EM
and
i
have
been
mugging
since
10
PEE EM,
not
including
the
afternoon
mugging
ohplease
i'm
dying
from
eyebag
explosion
please
bless
me
thankyou

I understand, I truly do. If waiting's all you're gonna do, I'll gladly wait with you. You've got me and the two girls always :)