it's sheer torture to live by each day, thinking that you'll appear
at the voiddeck of my flat; to live by each moment with hope,
that these few days were just a dream gone wrong.
those hugs &kisses, i yearn for much.
for that million dollar smile of yours, i'll do anything.
tomorrow was meant to be a special day, does it still mean anything to you?
you know, i still love you a lot.

for now, it's down to writing the letter to explain my absence from school.
HOHO.
ANYWAY, i'm pretty excited about my promos' results!
guess what, foong yuwen got Cs for biology(!!) &math,
& a D for GP okay!
DEE! can you believe it, i slapped chua in the face w my essay.
that idi*t must have thought that i'm a fool when it comes to essay writing.
EXCUSE ME AH, I PASSED OKAY.
and and, i got C for biology! LIKE WHOA.
i'm so happy la please, be happy for me too :D
heehee. i cant wait for tomorrow though,
i'm so getting an U for chemistry :D

school has been pretty fun you know :)
AND a visit back to innova made this world a better place
heehaw we were so loud as ever please.
yolanda's one funny piece of shit, &janice's still such a lovergirl :)
jiayi's so irriting, &vinleon's still so funny la!
plus ede yingwei natria valerie and many many!
we love innova!
:D

and yes, tomorrow will be a better day :)

BYEBYE PROMOS,
HELLO PEE-DOUBLE-EWW.

OUTINGS SOON EVERYBODY!
(i) HAPPY HAHA FRIENDS
(ii) (POTATO + SISTER) HOODS!
(iii) S18 DARLINGS
(iv) JOLENE GIRLFRIEND, I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU :)

other babies, dingdong me and i'll be around :D

rented Infernal Affairs I &II, and omgzxz i think i'm falling in love with secret agents.
byebye zhihao!
LOL i'm kidding.
watched The Notebook as well, heehaw it's so romanticxz x 32498, i cried a million donkies.

okay, pee-double-eww up and away!
plus training's starting on monday.
@^%&$^*!

lantern carrying last night was quite fun!
had seafood at newton w leqi rayson yingjing &alfred first.
burnt our lanterns after that.
heeharhaw it was.. hot.

it's playtime for now! love you nuts :D

replies:
yolanda: alamak yes i'll just scream next time la HAHAH
lynette: sexier than you la excuse me!
grace: MUDPIE SOON PLEASE!
lingyi: pepper lunch the next time we meet!
zhixian: there's SA openhouse on the 14th as well ! confirm with you guys again :)
yingjing: haha not anymore! thanks darling for being there :)
leqi: I DIDNT BANG INTO THE GATE OKAY. HAHAHA AND PLEASE, I SOAKED MYSELF IN DETTOL FOR 2453HOURS. he's so gross :(
alfred/sasa/zhixian: thanks! :D

Boyzone - Love Me For A Reason :)

weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
haha hope u drown
YUWEN says:
fuck you
weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
LOL
weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
u're vulgar
weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
vulgar ppl get bad karma
weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
ppl with bad karma drown to death
weng. [ things u don't see don't harm u] says:
hahaha

weng's my farmer neighbour,
one hell of a smart guy who studies too much.
bang.

CHINESE PAPER TODAY WAS,
DUMB. yes like what everyone else was complaining about,
the last passage. i tell you, it's shit d-u-m-b. like
what's the link between adam &eve and i dont know,
peafried celebrities that sleep to get famous!?
someone enlighten me ohplease. then,
ronald told me after the paper that there's no rush for promos,
cos there are still 360 days to it
-.-
good job ronald.
anyhow, studied today, without leqi.
alwin turned out to be one cranky nut.

goodnight!

and yay happy birthday to yuwen :)

how time flies, i'm SEXY SEVENTEEN.
nobody can deny that.
LOLxz.
to think that i would be spending my birthday cramming senseless gp shits into my peabrain.
and i did just that.
hahaha
but some darling surprised me with cakes!
:D
alright time to hit the books.
papers i mean.
much thanks to all who wished me a great birthday,
i definitely had one :)

an abstract from ONG LEQI'S blog. she's my wondergirl i tell you.

PROMOS IN 3 DAYS.

TIME SHOULD REALLY STOP THERE AND WAIT FOR ME.
WAIT FOR ME TO SLEEP UNTIL MY BUTT CRACKS.
WAIT FOR ME TO OPEN THE TOP OF MY BRAIN AND POUR ALL CHEMISTRY BIO ECONS INSIDE.
WAIT FOR ME TO PRACTICE MATHS UNTIL MY FINGERS DROP OFF.
WAIT FOR ME TILL I CAN READ THE NEWSPAPERS IN CHINESE.
WAIT FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND AND CRAM FACTS AND STATISTICS FOR GP INTO MY BRAIN.
WAIT FOR MY ULCER (probably cancerous) TO HEAL.
WAIT FOR ME TO UNDERGO 100 DRAFTS OF EOM.
WAIT FOR ME TO LOSE WEIGHT.
WAIT FOR ME TO CRY MY HEART OUT OVER EVERYTHING ANYTHING UNDER THE SUN.

YUWEN'S BIRTHDAY TMR. HOHOHO MY LOVE.

FELT AN OVERWHELMING LOVE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS SUDDENLY DURING CIVICS TODAY.WAIT FOR ME TO BATHE AND EAT AND WATCH TV.

AND SHEETS I DIDN'T WATCH 'PRISON BREAK' LAST NIGHT.
GOD I HEARD HIS BODY IS DAMN HOT.
I WANT I WANT WE ALL WANT PLEASE.

i'm sorry ongleqi, but i just felt like telling everyone how much i love you. :)
DEAR PEOPLE, JUST LOOK AT ONGLEQI PLEASE.
that full of nonsense thing

Teriyaki Boyz - The Fast and The Furious Soundtrack

I'M STILL NOT STUDYING AS MUCH AS I SHOULD.
i should be sent to a firing squad.

just yesterday, i was pondering about my future.
what i shall become, what i shall have.
but ahhh, that muse got me no where,
a waste of brainpower i swear.
i mean, i don't want to be sent into this world to be just another someone.
to study, date, get married, have a family, and die.
it's too tragic a death.
i want to make a difference to this world.

maybe i should start off by making less noise.

FAST AND FURIOUS
drift, drift, drift.
FAST AND FURIOUS
drift, drift, drift.
:D

Christian Bautista - The Way You Look At Me

SOMETHING FUNNY HAPPENED YESTERDAY

leqi, xiaojie, abbas &i walked out of school together,
and xiaojie &i bought Bebe while on our way to the mrt station.
(Bebe = orange stick snack)
so we were happily crunching on Bebes,
&i had half a packet of Bebes left when i got on my bus.
but i tell you,
the bus was SO cramped &totally overflowing with people,
i spilt 1/4 packet of Bebe.
BUT no one noticed.
:D
yes &so i thought i was really safe,
cos no one saw.
THEN,
this uncle next to me saw one unfortunate Bebe on his bag,
&he stared at it for a long moment.
&when i mean long, i mean LONG.
then he picked the Unfortunate Bebe up
.
.
.
and ANALYZED it.
OMG I ALMOST WANTED TO DIE GIGGLING I TELL YOU.
i bet he thought it was dried lizard shit or something.
HAHAHAH.
THEN, i did the next smart thing,
by taking out my hp &pretended to be talking on the phone
when in fact i was laughing damn badly at that uncle.
HAHDFA;DSFKJAq$%%^&#

ONG LEQI WAS SO AMUSED TOO.
hahaha i smsed her immediately to tell her of Unfortunate Bebe
&funny uncle.
&SHE STARTED LAUGHING,
told me this ny guy was staring at her.
HAHAH
i'm so amused by us :D

someone kill me before PW murders me please.

Corinne Bailey Rae - Put Your Records On

the holidays were quite fulfilling, i must say! nothing beats having tons of makeup lessons dont you think, hurhur.

ah friday was uber fun, had barbeque at grace's house. i miss everyone! grace, shuang, wensheu &samuel. lynn &daryl decided to pangseh us for books. #$% it's okay, we so must have a full (sister + potato) hood gathering one day, after the exams! so miss the old times please, when we'd do nothing but stupid stuffs. hm pooled &swam (HAHA) after the bbq. it wasn't a swim la, it was the usual i-push-you-into-the-pool-and-you-take-revenge kinda thing, as always. hahaha. &we had fun hiding from the security guard cos we were making a tat too much noise. ahh prank called after that! i miss how we'd just sit around &prank call people la, like tons of people. hahhaah we had such a good laugh please. like, HAHAHAH.
yup cabbed home with samuel after that, whom conveniently forgot his new address &the cab fare ran up to seventeen bucks? if you're reading this boy, thanks so much :)

hahaha ah been mugging quite hard over the week, like what else can we do huh! screw promos. chew my socks chew my socks! pfft.

you you you, i so miss you.
havent been out with you in a long while baby!
screw a's.

my gosh.

it's been eons since i last updated please, books kill.
quick update for now!

(i) HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY. ponned school for stmarg's, i really miss everyone! met jolene, lynette, yihan, sasa, and some people here and there. no concert this year though, what pootxz. headed to wheelock place for Pepper Lunch after that with J, L &S, ohjoy how much laughs we had! &ah pepper lunch was good. jolly good ol' days :)

(ii) NO MORE TRAININGS. someone burst some fireworks for that please. but then again, i really enjoyed trainings :) it's just very exhausting la.

(iii) SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS. i'm not happy, SO NOT HAPPY. it's not even holidays la blardy hellxz, what rememdial here makeup there. dont even have time for studying please.
#$%@^XYZ

(iv) I HAVE A NEW FRIEND. he's called Treehouse, aka Monster Alwin. well, he makes a good treehouse. :) while lulu &i will sit atop the treehouse &shake our legs, Monster Alwin will do everything :D

i hate everything biology, thank you.
merry merry sunday!
:D